Been in a relationship for 4 years now and over 1 year married of those 4 years. I have gone thru hell and back already and it hasn’t been 10 years even though it sure as hell feels that way. We moved to Texas back in December of 2011 and I think we both regret it very much but at the same time we have learned so much about one another and what makes us tick and how much we both actually love each other. Well, Phoenix realized it when I was getting out of Baby Panther’s truck. The rage and anger that grew in him and the way he kicked that truck made me realize that I figured out what it took to get him to see me…all of me! He notice that he was losing me and I was starting to get back on my own two feet after the battle of love and starting to see other people. Before he didn’t care that I was but until I put that into the actual test; he started to see me in another light and actually this time I flaunt it in his face that I am a good woman and any guy would be lucky to have me. I am loyal and faithful but don’t get me wrong I can also be a BAD GIRL! Since that day, its been pretty good till I finally got to know why we separated and why shit went down the way it did.
I am still reeling from the pain and torture of the lonely nights and painful days, all because of some stupid bitch. Ok, I am truly mad and very pissed off about it still but all because of jealousy and you want something that doesn’t belong to you in the first place. What makes family want to bring you down when you already have enemies for that shit?