Really? Haven’t You Been Reading This….

Yesterday, I was with the kids as normal since we haven’t start school on this side of United States. I received calls all day but just ignore some and I was okay with that. I didn’t feel one bit distraught or guilty of not answering phone calls. I just wish people would stop actually asking me whether I miss them or want to have sex. Ok, I am usually game for new adventure but no one is really catching my attention because I feel like that's all guys want from me. So I have to admit that “Estoy Enamorada” translation “I am in love”, so I believe because I really don't find other guys even interesting or appeal to any of my senses at all. I have been think about him 24 hours a day even when you are getting on my nervous. So, I don’t really know what to do now. I had to come to that realization somehow on my own. What I want is this:

Estoy Enamorado/I’m In Love                                                             By Wisin & Yandel

[Yandel] Una nueva mañana Me levante pensando en todas las cosas lindas que hemos hecho (W con Yandel)	Yandel A new morning I wake up thinking of you and all the beautiful things we did together (W with Yandel),
Pensando en tu olor, en tu piel Para mí lo eres todo	I think of your smell, your skin and to me you are everything,
Quisiera estar siempre a tu lado (Aja) Huir de todo mal (Sentir tu magia)	I want to always be by your side chasing away everything evil ( to feel your magic)
De tu cuerpo un esclavo Y creo que te he demostrado que	I am a slave to your body and I believe I have demonstrated that I am
Estoy Enamorado (Oooh, Oooh) (Simplemente) Te lo quiero confesar (Te Lo Quería Decir)	In love (Simply) I want to confess to you
Totalmente ilusionado (Oooh, Oooh) Me la paso pensándote nunca voy a soltarte (Rumba)	that I am totally delusional I think about how I will never let you go (Rumba)
Estoy Enamorado (Oooh, Oooh) (Aja) Te lo quiero confesar	I am in love I want to confess to you
Totalmente ilusionado (Oooh, Oooh) Me la paso pensándote (Todo El Tiempo) Nunca voy a soltarte (Te Cuento, Escucha W)	that I am totally delusional I think about how I will never let you go (All in Time) I will never let you go (I will find you) Listen W
[Wisin] Quería progreso, la calle le di un receso (He!) Mi voz tenia peso, con un corazón preso (He!)	Wisin I wanted to progress, the street gave him a break My voice had weight with a heart as a prisoner
Ella me libra de todo mal con tan solo un beso (He!) Ha sido un proceso, pero el amor llego de regreso Yo sigo a su lado, su amor es sagrado (He, He, He)	She delivered me from all evil with just one kiss Has been a process, but the love came I'm back at his side, his love is sacred
Estoy muy claro, del amor el significado Ella tiene reinado, conmigo a batallado (Aja) Como dos soldados nos hemos ayudado (Escúchame Bien)	I'm very clear, the meaning of love She's reign me in, fought with me (Aja) As two soldiers we have helped one another (Listen Well)
[Yandel] Estoy Enamorado (Oooh, Oooh) Te lo quiero confesar (Es Que Ya Te Lo Quería Decir) Totalmente ilusionado (Oooh, Oooh) Totalmente ilusionado (Oooh, Oooh) Me la paso pensándote nunca voy a soltarte (Princesa)	I am in love I want to confess to you (Its that I need to tell you already) that I am totally delusional that I am totally delusional I think about how I will never let you go I will never let you go (Princess)
Estoy Enamorado (Oooh, Oooh) (Aja) Te lo quiero confesar Totalmente ilusionado (Oooh, Oooh) Me la paso pensándote nunca voy a soltarte (Hey, Doble)	I am in love I want to confess to you (Its that I need to tell you already) that I am totally delusional I think about how I will never let you go I will never let you go
[Wisin] Ella tiene la sustancia, de la perseverancia (Te) Tengo amor en abundancia (Tu Lo Sabes) Princesa tú has cambiado mi arrogancia (He, He, He) 25 problemas 40 circunstancias Y yo te quiero decir (He!)	Wisin [Girl] She has the substance, of perseverance I have love in abundance (You know) Princess you've changed my arrogance 25 problems and 40 circumstances and I want to tell you
Que tu cuerpo quiero consumir sin discutir (Aja) Ella me empieza a dirigir (Aja) Me toca yo me empiezo a derretir (Tiene Magia) Eres la mujer de mi vida lo tengo que admitir (Señores Yandel)	That I want to consume your body without discussing (Aja) She starts to run (Aja)  you touch me and I start to melt (You have Magic) You are the woman of my life I have to admit (Gentlemen Yandel)
[Yandel] Quisiera estar siempre a tu lado Huir de todo mal (Solo Quiero Que Ella Me De La Oportunidad) De tu cuerpo un esclavo Y creo que te he demostrado que (Presta Atención)	Yandel I want to be with you always chasing away everything evil from her (just I want her to give me a chance)  I am a slave to your body And I think I have shown that (Pay Attention)
Estoy Enamorado (Oooh, Oooh) Te lo quiero confesar (W, Yandel) Totalmente ilusionado (Oooh, Oooh) Me la paso pensándote nunca voy a soltarte	I am in love I want to confess to you (Its that I need to tell you already) that I am totally delusional I think about how I will never let you go I will never let you go
Estoy Enamorado (Oooh, Oooh) Te lo quiero confesar (W, Yandel) Totalmente ilusionado (Oooh, Oooh) Me la paso pensándote nunca voy a soltarte	I am in love I want to confess to you (Its that I need to tell you already) that I am totally delusional I think about how I will never let you go I will never let you go
[Wisin] (Ja, Ja) Evidentemente tienes magia Tiene la llave de mi corazón en tus manos Quienes son W, Yandel Víctor “El Nazi”, Nesty El Profesor Gomez WY Records	Wisin Obviously you have the magic you have the key to my heart in your hands Who are they W, Yandel, Victor "El Nazi" El Professor Gomez Nesty WY Records
Señora, te lo tengo que decir Escucha bien	Miss I must tell you Listen carefully
[Yandel] Quisiera estar siempre a tu lado Huir de todo mal De tu cuerpo un esclavo Y creo que te he demostrado que	Yandel I want to be with you always chasing away everything evil from her I am a slave to your body And I think I have shown that
Estoy Enamorado (Oooh, Oooh) Te lo quiero confesar Totalmente ilusionado (Oooh, Oooh) Me la paso pensándote nunca voy a soltarte	I am in love I want to confess to you (Its that I need to tell you already) that I am totally delusional I think about how I will never let you go I will never let you go

This song was dedicated to me by Black. I have translated it for those of you who are Spanish illiterate. Don’t feel bad sometimes I feel like that myself. The song is on the player below, too….

Girls Listen Up-7 Type of Guys To Not Date…

1. The Rebound Guys- They are always comparing you with his ex-girlfriend and with a new girl they don’t have to deal with their emotions. So wait till they are totally done recuperating. Example will be Guy Ritchie!!

2. The Disappearing Guys-Please ladies be really smart about this and don’t fall for this at all, here it goes: excuses like “works really busy” may be true, but often something else going on. The give away is erratic contact-in touch everyday then suddenly MIA…or all of a sudden wants to meet up in an hour after not calling all week…. BEWARE!!!

3. Slick Guys- Hiding behind high-tech gadgets, fancy clothes looking like a GQ model,now you know something is wrong with him, so don’t over look the guys that are not well put together at least you know they are “Real”….

4. The Rude Guys-Basically, if a guy lets the door slam shut instead of opening it for you, make that all the closure you need, he plays with his Blackberry or any phone during dinner, or asking another chick for her number while your in the bathroom, is a no-no!!!!

5. The Grabby Guys- You know the guy who can’t keep his hands off you. No matter how smoking hot you are, he can help himself to wait and if your not getting any respect you want early on, he probably won’t surprise you later neither.

6. The Last Year Guys-Going back to an ex may seem like a safe thing to do because you are thinking about those long night alone and having a fear of being by yourself. Recycling your romance is a bad thing because you will end up breaking up again for the same reason why you broke up the first time. Waste of time! Just move on! Trust me, its better to meet someone new than go through the emotional roller coaster ride all over again on repeat….

7. The Stalker Type Guys-The ones that are constantly stalking you something very obsessed or psycho kind.You ladies know what I am talking about. So please try your best to be safe and stay away from them….

Curiosity Killed The Cat, I Think!

I was sitting outside today and was pondering the way relationships work and how people actually meet. God knows I am no expert but I know want I like and dislike as far as what I want in a relationship. As I said before I am not looking for Mr. Right or anything close to that. Maybe I sometimes feel like being alone. I actually like being in my own company. Some people find that weird but for me it is so natural that I think its actually normal somehow. Sex is not to be taken lightly or depreciated by anyone. For me I have to have a partner that appreciates me in a sense that we take our time having sex and rush sometimes. I don’t mean it has to be always romantic or nothing like that. I do love romance let me tell you. I am a sucker for the romance and surprises. Literally!  But the passion has to be there to even fuel the fire and spark an ignition of some sort. Even opposites attract have some connection. But how and why; is what I want to know and how do you know if that is the person you are meant for because a lot of mistake lust or love so many times it isn't even funny. I would like people’s input and this would be a great topic to talk about too. So hit me up on email or here leave a comment….

From Dead To Worse

If that’s even possible…I know I am not dead or else I wouldn’t be writing this right now but I could be. Life again has taken an unexpected turn in my future. When things don’t go right I get stressed out and some would say stop worrying it will work out some how. Well, that’s not a good enough answer to me. No matter how many tears you shred you can’t possible know how I feel about everything that is going on in my life. I am so frustrated and pissed off. I don’t know if things will ever get better. Sometimes I never believe it will ever get better or near good.  My relationships are deterring away slowly but surely. My best friend don’t talk to me anymore because of Superman. I sometimes don’t want anything with him or any other guy for that matter. You never get another chance so I don’t bother to ask for another. I lost interest in Phoenix so I won’t even want to talk to him anymore. I feel like I am totally secluding myself now from everyone and everything I even like. I miss my father and my brother Dondi. I want to go back home to New Jersey but struck here in Minnesota and this hell hole is killing me so slowly. Everyone is too busy in there own to even notice the pain I am caring with me everyday. That’s all right I like the way it hurts and I am use to it now.

Wisin &Yandel-Target Center Concert August 6th-Minneapolis

As people already know I have gone to the Wisin & Yandel concert this month. It was off the hook. I got to meet the guys backstage and hangout with the them the next day. The girls (Desi & Nessa) where in heaven. We got to go on the tour bus, hangout in the back at the Target Center during sound check and went to the after party with them. The next day we went bowling, out to eat and just hangout in the tour bus. I was living it up that weekend.  I look forward to seeing them again in concert and meeting up with them. One weekend well spent…

 

 

Cairo Home Finally!!

You couldn’t possible understand how happy and excited to have Cairo back home finally. He was really scared and angry with me for leaving him.

I will never leave my doggie with anyone ever again. He goes everywhere with me for now on. This is my road-dog right here. Next time I go on a trip if he can’t fly in that airplane neither will I . I banned all airlines that don’t allow animals to travel for now on. To get my dog back I had to go through hell funny it may seem now but pure hell to go through. I am just glad his home and its all over now. Love You Cairo!!!!!

"Love The Way You Lie"
(feat. Rihanna)

[Chorus - Rihanna:]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Eminem]
I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off of love, drunk from my hate,
It's like I'm huffing paint and I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me
She fucking hates me and I love it.
Wait! Where you going?
"I'm leaving you"
No you ain't. Come back we're running right back.
Here we go again
It's so insane cause when it's going good, it's going great
I'm Superman with the wind at his back, she's Lois Lane
But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snapped
Who's that dude? I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her, I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

[Chorus - Rihanna:]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Eminem]
You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
When you're with 'em
You meet and neither one of you even knows what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah, them those chills you used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick of looking at 'em
You swore you'd never hit 'em; never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face spewing venom in your words when you spit them
You push pull each other's hair, scratch claw hit 'em
Throw 'em down pin 'em
So lost in the moments when you're in them
It's the rage that took over it controls you both
So they say you're best to go your separate ways
Guess if they don't know you 'cause today that was yesterday
Yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playing over but you promised her
Next time you show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
I guess that's why they call it window pane

[Chorus - Rihanna:]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Eminem]
Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby, please come back
It wasn't you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk
I told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time. There won't be no next time
I apologize even though I know its lies
I'm tired of the games I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
Im'a tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
I'm just gonna

[Chorus - Rihanna:]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie




This song is for you because of our intense relationship when we were together...

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