Life in the Big State of Texas

So far Texas is pretty good. I love the weather for sure. I am looking forward to the heat. I want to go swimming and be at the beach endlessly. I am trying my best to get use to the people and the customs here. It seems like a different world here being midwest/down south. I have found it to be too stressful here. Stay tune for more as the year goes through.

Interesting Adventure in Sex Kitten's Life!!!

Back in 2005-2006, I met this Puerto Rican guy named Eddie who happen to be from Texas and was married but didn't know anything about that until much later. So, he worked in Minnesota for Northwest Airlines, and of course, I was finishing up college. This guy was so slick that he had too household to support. I totally forgot about him but yesterday I happen to run into his wife and him in Texas. Of all other places, TEXAS! I did my best to try and pretend that  I was not there or that I didn't see him. You would never guess that his friend pointed me out to him and her. I grab my bags and tried to run out but his wife stopped me and started flipping out that I was there to get him back and blah blah blah. I just laughed in her face and said you can keep your lying, cheating, and scumbag to yourself because I am here with my husband. Her face turned red because the clerk said to her and your still with him, wow! I said see I don't date dogs or a jackass like your husband. I bumped into her and said move out my way, bitch. I'm not proud of this but it was very weird I ran into them here.

The Way One Feels

Sometimes, I wonder how I got to this point in life right now. I just feel like I am going thru the motions over and over again. People ask me all the time how I do this, how I come to where I am today or what makes me be the way I am? Well damn, that would take awhole book to reveal that or someone who was an actual expert in Psychology. It just happens when you get stuck in a rut for so long. I sometimes wonder mysel how I got this far in life myself, but I am here and I need to figure out what I need to do from this point on to get back on track. I love to good life as much as the next person but too much of it isn't good neither.

Kissing

Have you ever felt that kiss that rocked your core or made your soul quiever? The kind you will never forget for as long as you live? Well, can you believe that it does happen for real? I can honestly testify that it does happen.

Back in 1992-1993, only one man has ever done that to me not one person has ever done that or came close to it. The way you knew it was meant to be when he kissed you. Like you are suppose to be together no matter what, but sometimes I wonder why I don't go running back to him even through we talk and stay in communication for years since my childhood. It's weird to me and I may want to investigate that more. Any ideas people? Oh, don't ask me to give up names I won't......

Secret Sex! Do We Really Have Them?

I was just watching an older episode of Sex in the City, which by the way I got a lot of silly ideas about secret partners and sex. I by no means am an expect on men but I do have common sense and intuition that saves the day. It seems that till this day we have sex with people that are so ugly but have the most wonderful sex that we are so ashamed to introduce them to friends and family. I know everyone has gone that path once in their lives. I personally have had done that one or maybe twice. I was so young that I don't remember  with whom or where but it had happen. I couldn't even tell you there names because they where so freaken ugly that I couldn't associate them with anything not even the great sex. I know that you can easily find your self in a situation like that but what runs through mind and what do you tell your self? I wonder whatever happen to those people too. It's amazing the things you think of sometimes.

Adopting Pets

Over my business trip to Florida with my hubby, when I got some news feed from my friends on Facebook about a puppy who was about to get put down with the rest of her siblings. The picture haunted me my whole ride in the airplane. I talked to my husband Phoenix about it the whole ride there. He was like write to Denise Williams at the Lakeland Animal Shelter and find out what we need to do to adopt her. My hubby won my heart right there and then forever. I fell in love with Layla and she has been a real joy in my family's life.

Immortality

This was the big word today. "Immortality" and I have heard it 4 times today of all days.
The day when I was think of death. No, I am not scared of dying but the way someone dies is what gives off the scary feelings. No one can stay immortal; only our souls. I always wonder where we go after death. Immortality to me seems too long to even comprehen with the universe. If vampires have immortality why is it that we can kill them. Why not call them something else like always young or something more to there nature?

The "F" Buddy

I know! I Know! But you can't help but look at this person and ask yourself "What If?" Let me back up alittle, I know that there has been a guy in a girls world that you just couldn't see yourself with them but had the most wonderful sex but he was the most boring ass person in the world. You know exactly who I am talking about. The guy who you can't seem to be in a relationship with. I think it goes for relationships too.

Now let's talk about being with a person where the sex isn't all that great but the mental part is the most sweeties. Aaahhhh! You know who I am talking about that guy whose laying right next to you right now. I seem to figure out that you need to work hard in a relationship like that because you apparently can't have both.

You ask me how? I'll tell you how. In a relationship, you need to was keep it fresh; imagine or fantasy on what you would like to do. Be for warn nothing too freaky. Some guys will get totally freaked out by this. Keep tasteful and simple. You can never go wrong with that for a starters until both are ready to go to the next level. Figure out what he likes or what his into. Remember keep it simple. You don't want to scare him off. Try taking a shower or bath together, candles, slow music unless your trying to do a quicky than go for fast music. I'm pretty sure you go the idea. Now run off and go have sex with that special someone, who says you can't have wonderful sex and mind blowing comversation.

If you like please post any suggests to other readers to try. Thank you!