Holiday Romance

I hardly ever criticize the way people celebrate Holidays, since I am a hater for the Holidays, thanks to people like you. I thought this year I will speak about Holiday Romance, with or without?

I could care less, but I would be honestly lying. It starts with Halloween, the holiday of pretending in costumes and going to masquerade parties and off to the eating with the family that we all secretly hate holiday; Thanksgiving. Then Christmas where we are all hypocrites giving gifts to people we really dislike and know for a fact they don't deserve it not even 2%.

In all reality, I am just like you at the end of the day, but wouldn't it be fun, at least spend it with one person that you do love or at least like? That's what I am trying to get at in this blog posting today. Did you know that around the holidays 14% of guys date girls in the winter to have someone spend the holidays with says a poll for men on Cosmopolitan?

Hmm, then I suggest we all go out and find someone we want to really hang out with for the holidays and make your own traditions. Why not? I don't want to get stuck with boring and argumentive family members or people I really dislike. I rather be happy and share my happiness as a gift for the New Year and Christmas.... What do you think?

The Sun Will Shine Again For Me....

When people treat you like shit what are you suppose to do? If i stick up for myself I'm a loud bitch and if I don't say anything then I'm a wimp. Oh, but I will not take it lying down. Watch out!!!

Just when you thought someone couldn’t be any worst…..

Happy Halloween, Kiddies!!! It’s one for the best Holiday of the year besides Christmas and New Years. As you all well know this year has been the worst I have ever had in my whole enter life, if that's even possible to image knowing who I am. I think it’s all what one does as a person in life but I know I am not what all the fucking jealous ass people say that I am. I laugh because they don’t know me at all. So they gossip because they have nothing better to do but talk. I could be in my house all day and they still wagging there tongues. I could be gone for days, weeks, years and they still talk about me. Such hatred from people. That’s why I let only a few by far get close to me. I could truly say that a handful would know me. But on a different note Peace out and have a safe Halloween!!!!

XOXO

Sex Kitten

Road Trip 2014

This is going to be the biggest ending for the year of 2014. A road trip that I am looking forward to all year. I won’t spoil your surprise by telling you where I am actually going this year but I will be posting enough pics and map tidbits on Facebook, Foursquare, Instagram, etc. I am excited and can’t wait. I know! I know! I mentioned that I was excited too many times. I would like to hear your suggestions on where to go or who I should go see. I’m open to pretty much everything. Stay tune for all the rage this Fall season. 

When Love Can't Grow Anymore!!!

I have been in Limbo for two years now. I want change! I want to move on! I want to feel myself again whether love, crying, laughing, screaming, dreaming or being determined. When love finishes there just isn't hope to go on. Love needs to be nurtured just has everything else in life is. I do my best to be optimistic but its very hard when that other person refuses to love me. So its time to move on and be with someone that truly loves me.

 

Updated: October 2, 2014

Look for love in all the wrong places. Men like to use just as much as women. You think someone loves you but in reality they don’t. On that sour note; I think moving on and taking time for yourself is what's needed. I think I will take my own advise and leave now.

Bye, Bye

xoxo

Complications of Love!

I know that I am very cynical when it comes to love. I wrote the book on Player & Be Played but I never exposed the other side of love when you are not in control of your heart or head anymore. The overwhelming feelings you get of hatred and hopelessness of everything; whether or not to leave or stay. I usually keep that very private but I don't care anymore and now all I want to do is let go of those very feelings I have and move on. So I complied some steps to move on from "You Didn't Want Him Anyway" by Claire Casey.

1. You are not a failure!
   a) Clean House- This will be the time when you will know who is truly your friends. Bye! Bye!

2. Stop Feeling Failure!
   a) It's not your fault!

3. People are going to say really stupid things and here's what you can do.
   a) That's when you pay attention and start cutting them out your life.

4. If you couldn't work as a couple, you will not work as friends! Move on now!

5. Time doesn't heal! It's what you do with your time that heals.

Halloween 1997

Happy Halloween!

Flashback from 1997!!

Miss Writing!!!

I finally got back my writing groove as of late. I have been going down a spiral and seem like it never stops. I have seem to misplace myself somewhere in Texas. I have been very sad and miserable here. Dogs and cats get run over left and right. Texas people don't know how to drive at all. There is accidents all the time and it just plan slow. People here move to a very slow movement. Damn, I thought Minnesota was really bad. Hell naw, this place is a lot worst. Texas is such a corrupted place and plan & simple rude. Southern Hospitality, my ass!