Wicked

Yesterday and today was a very unusual day. I got to hangout with Mama Boy for a couple of days now and it was okay for most of the day. I received multiple calls from Superman and it was very good conversation today. I got to talk to Lex Luther about him coming back to Minnesota from Kentucky. Phoenix called but I didn’t answer and he thought I was mad at him or something. I wasn’t mad; I  just couldn’t answer the phone that’s all. I had to end up emailing me. EDP (Extra Desperate Poser) called this weekend and by some miracle brought us dinner at a Chinese Restaurant. I was a little skeptical and I just went with the flow until (Yea you know something fucked it up) EDP just kept touching me. I am not too big on the touching unless I want you to touch me.

Today, I got three proposals from Lex, Phoenix and Superman. I personally don’t know if I am actually ready to get married. I am ready but the better questions is who? My heart I won’t listen to it. I am not going down that route anymore. I won’t expect you to understand. I have a big decision to make and I may need to really think what I should be actually want to do. If I get married again its permanent I don’t want to go through another divorce. Now, I have to think about it.