All That Bull….

You know that I try very hard to keep my composure with my family but sometimes I may need to do something not so me act. I try to be nice but I don’t like to be mean but if I have to I will. As you all well know lately my life has been changing drastically and I can only take so much. I love my privacy and freedom. I rarely share that space with anyone but I feel like I am totally overcrowd with everyone on me all the time and expecting me to do everything. I still don’t know if I am ready to be a wife but I sure will try again for the 4th time now. I think its that I am not use to the life that I am currently living and I know that every girl’s dream is to live like this right now. A fairy tale in the making. I can’t remember when the last time I actually laughed and played and loved. Phoenix is the perfect prince (man) with some flaws that brings you back into reality.