You already know when you get one of those waking calls at midnight or 1 in the morning, it’s either because someone is in the hospital, you have a drunk ex-boyfriend or just a friend that is drunk and maybe desperate? Well, this one call was very unusual in it; that I was awaken and caught off guard a couple of times. Now, anyone that truly knows me, knows that I hardly get caught off guard. So let me get back to what happen yesterday. All day I was home chilling reading a book and watching TV. I really didn’t feeling like going anywhere but I was okay with that. I got numerous calls and there is always one that sticks out. I was half dreaming and half up in some twisted dream. So, when I got “the call” from Desperate I was kind of glad he called. I don’t normally talk to him much but when I do its always interesting conversation. Lana called earlier to warn me of the call but I didn’t pay much attention to it besides that call I didn’t get until much later. The conversation was extremely good at first until Desperate mentioned Superman. I am not too keen on the fact that he did mention him a couple of times but that I would be ask to do something that I may or may not regret later. I usually don’t just hook up with guy friends because it always go wrong. It just does. Someone always have there heart in it, and usually its not me. I have this big wall around my heart that only rare men get in like Superman, Panther, Buck and Black.
“What they all have in common besides me, is that being my boyfriend they knew they will be on the most bumpiest ride of their life that will make them either surrender their souls or hearts or both to me. They were okay with that because to love me, you have to be in it for the long haul. I don’t think every man is capable of doing that. When they don’t surrender, some just turn a little psycho and that’s not cool…” –Sex Kitten
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