Well, today just couldn’t get any more miserable. Could this be the end? If this is real than I don’t want to know. I just keep losing what I don’t even have. If that's even so possible. I get so tired of people just being mean and disrespectful to me. I really don’t care what you people say about me or think anymore I know the truth and that's all that matters to me. So, does my kids! I been hurt for the last time. I refuse to be a victim to anyone especially other people that do not really know me.
On a different note, how can someone just stop loving someone all together or even stop looking at other men. No, I am not in love or got it bad like some say its just that when life disappoints you; you want to just start all over or not deal with the crap anymore. How can someone misunderstand that? I just can’t fathom to why would anyone just misunderstand how you feel. I guess because they don’t feel like you. Duh!!!! Maybe I am just for once would like a love that is not so complicated or disappointing at best. Like Phil Collins say “A Groovy Kind of Love” I am trying to be me but everyone don’t understand that part of me anyway.
