Sometimes, I wonder how I got to this point in life right now. I just feel like I am going thru the motions over and over again. People ask me all the time how I do this, how I come to where I am today or what makes me be the way I am? Well damn, that would take awhole book to reveal that or someone who was an actual expert in Psychology. It just happens when you get stuck in a rut for so long. I sometimes wonder mysel how I got this far in life myself, but I am here and I need to figure out what I need to do from this point on to get back on track. I love to good life as much as the next person but too much of it isn't good neither.
