Past Lives Not Included…

         If anyone actually knows me, knows that I use to be a professional dancer and I do mean an actual straight pro back in Florida in my days. A lot of people don’t believe me but I have my license still. I basically lost all of my footage in the storage I recently lost. I remember taking the kids to my audiences and having some dancers watch them for me. My daughter would peek to watch me go for my audiences and later copy my moves at home alone when she thought no one was watching her.

         I don’t like being called a liar neither. I just wanted to clear the air for people. I know that I don’t have to prove to no one but  it was imperative to me, I thought. I take pride in my work and creative endeavors that I partake no matter how wrong or long the path I took to get there.

       I am proud of my accomplishments and the way I drum to my own beat. I have always been like that when I was younger and that will always be a part of me and no one can take that away from me. A rebel through and through.

All That Bull….

You know that I try very hard to keep my composure with my family but sometimes I may need to do something not so me act. I try to be nice but I don’t like to be mean but if I have to I will. As you all well know lately my life has been changing drastically and I can only take so much. I love my privacy and freedom. I rarely share that space with anyone but I feel like I am totally overcrowd with everyone on me all the time and expecting me to do everything. I still don’t know if I am ready to be a wife but I sure will try again for the 4th time now. I think its that I am not use to the life that I am currently living and I know that every girl’s dream is to live like this right now. A fairy tale in the making. I can’t remember when the last time I actually laughed and played and loved. Phoenix is the perfect prince (man) with some flaws that brings you back into reality.