The Purest Love

Sometimes, I wonder if you can find the purest love. What is actually pure love? “Pure love is a willingness to give without a thought of receiving anything in return.” Some people mistake this for unconditional love. Both are very differently. Unconditional love is a term that means to love someone regardless of the loved one's qualities or actions. I have experience unconditional love but just recently felt pure love. It has me really confused and giddy. I want to drown in his love and can’t think of anyone but him now. I am so scared to lose it or never get to feel it again.

How can I just make him see ME?

 

Fade Into You or Something Like You…

Lately, it has been too much changes, too much of my freedom being taken slowly but surely. Don’t get me wrong I love being in a relationship but I don’t want it to be rushing too fast. I am not in any sense want to be with Superman or anyone else for that matter. Phoenix is cool and great but I think at first he was not trying  to attach himself to me but now things have changed and I don’t like it. By changes I mean call me more often, actually coming around more too, and making future plans with me. I like it in some way but at the same time it makes me run and hide.  I am not sure what brought this all on. I usually feel like I have to walk on eggshells when I am around him for some reason. I feel like it shouldn’t even be like that with anyone. I need some space from the world and my decisions.