My Angry Letter!!!

I'm tired of people (especially the ones who so call say they love me) talking bad about me! You don't want me to talk to your family because I am not good enough to talk to them. You treat me like some whore/prostitute; like a theft or liar but you should watch very closely the one who spreads the rumors because the snake has married your brother Javier. You keep believing in the wrong person. I ...can at least say I never lied to you or cheated on you but I know that there will be someone who loves me and want to be with me. I don't believe in the word family anymore. It has always been me, myself and I! I have always took care of me and my kids without anyone for many years and I have always had my own things and I don't need you to justify or get me things. My middle name has always been "MAKE IT HAPPEN" and my true friends know who I am and that's all that matters. If I don't feel like talking to anyone is because I need time to lick my wounds and get up again because I'm a Rivera-Rosado and I won't be stopped. I'm going to do me!

Messy Life All Over Again!!

You know when you try to play by the book and you follow the rules but it never seems to satisfy no one at all. You run into this subconscious thing in your mind that blocks you from moving forward. I am so tired of re-evaluating everything that went wrong in a relationship except that all I came up with; was I didn’t do anything wrong. I till this day stand by that saying. Another divorce after 3 previous ones takes it toll sooner or later.  Divorce number 4 and I can’t help that I feel like I made the most horrible mistake of getting married to Phoenix, when it should have been Superman. I should of stood by his side thru is darkest days but it as hard to do that with his family being such A-holes all the time to me. Then I had my stupid cousin talking shit about me. That happens when you have family too much in your business. I learned that not having family is the only way to live now. Your own family wants something or another bad to happen to you or jealousy about stupid things. Then there is work. A new job with the most horrible boss and a co-worker who thinks she’s the shit. She didn’t want to show me how to do the job or when I was given a job to do she took away from me to do it herself. I am cool because I don’t need a job where a boss don’t have the balls to call you and speak to you or text you. Makes me think something is totally up. So I moved on as of today. Now I have to deal with Phoenix bullshit about me not having a job again. I am so tired of the bitching and complaining about me. PLEASE STOP BLAMING ME FOR YOUR SHORTCOMINGS!

Superman is out of jail and if and when I step back to MN, he better watch out because Kryptonite is coming!! I can’t help compare him to other guys because he taught me that if someone truly loves you they would spend as much time as they can with you and make time to play not only work. Being married and lonely after not even a year of marriage makes me believe you used me and made me believe you loved me when in reality you never loved me at all. You look into my eyes and lie to me with a straight face and all I can do is stand there. Not anymore. I will walk this time with my head up because I am SEX KITTEN!!!

 

I AM BACK!!!!!!

As you know by now I haven’t been writing in my blog for a minute, so I am back with so much more to say and share. Now that I am married, moved to Texas, new job and hardly no kids here, I got new adventures to share and places for you to see. Stay tune for the latest announcements and stories.

Here’s a picture of Yandel from the group Wisin & Yandel. I just wanted to share with you all.