Holiday Came and Gone Again!!

People look forward to the Holidays but I still trying to find that time where everything is great around the Holidays because my family doesn't come together and rejoice like most families and as the time continues so does the loneliness of the Holidays. You have Halloween, Thanksgiving, Christmas and New Years and not including all in between too. Everyone shopping and cooking a feast and getting drunk or ready to face the family. Either way, it's always drama. Big or small its drama all the time around the Holidays. You try to make everything perfect by cleaning, decorating and cooking but that always goes unseen by people. They may compliment you but it's always the same they forget in just a few minutes. The lights sparkling and the big Christmas tree gleaming in the corner and everyone forgets. They go back to their hell hole and work the next day. Time to make that money you spent these past three or four months. It's just a vicious cycle over and over again. Never stops really. What about the gifts exchange this year I got nothing really. No Happy Birthday (just from my Facebook friends) but no one else that really matters in my everyday life. Sad if you ask me....