I know that I said that I was going to stay away from guys but I walked smack right into Phoenix again. We moved in together and planning on starting a family and everything, too. My kids like him and even Cairo loves him too. My dog is protective of me but he lets him near me. Funny, I think.
I had to change a lot of things like my lifestyle and friends but that doesn’t mean I don’t miss them or will completely stop talking to them. I am trying to get use to this new life which is so much better than before or Superman can ever give me and the kids. It may be mean to say that because he tattooed my name on his arm really big. I do feel bad about that but I can’t really do nothing about that at all. It may be that this commitment came out of nowhere again. I just need to find the way I feel to keep me satisfy. There’s no complication, there’s no explanations, it’s just a groove in me. I just have to get use to this lifestyle all over again. Living with a guy is very different but I need to adjust to him and kind of miss my freedom a little. Will see how things go. Phoenix and I have been dating for over 5 months now. Part of that wasn’t even exclusive huh? Weird! More to come…
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